I finally finished this story, that means more focus on my other ones.
Even though I am kind of sad this one is over, it was my first story ever after all!
comments are appreciated :]
Thursday, July 9, 2009
Numero Trienta y Ocho
It seemed like everything froze, as we just stared at each other. Everyone else noticed it too, and as he slowly walked towards me I could hear people whispering all around me. We were all waiting for the moment.
As soon as it seemed like he couldn't get any closer, all eyes were on us. "Rae..." He said quietly.
I just looked at him and nodded. "....You look great." He continued. "Thanks." I said shyly. We just stood there for what seemed like centuries until he spoke up again. "Do you uh...want to go somewhere more private?" My mind told me 'no', that I should turn around and ignore him. After all the pain and trouble he caused me. But then my heart told me yes, I needed to know what he had to say because in all honesty, I never stopped loving him. "Sure." I replied. He started walking towards the door and I followed. I wasn't sure where we were going but I didn't really care either.
He led me to his car, and I quickly obliged to getting in. As we drove away we stayed in silence. I didn't ask where we were going. Soon we arrived at a familiar building, his apartment. I didn't get out at first, I was too deep in thought. He came around and opened my door. "Are you coming?" He asked innocently. I nodded my head and got out. We walked into his apartment and sat down on the couch. Just like Eleigh's apartment, everything still looked the same and even smelled the same. All of a sudden I felt him grab my hand. "Rae..." He said again, just like he did at the club. As if he had something to say but didn't know the right words. "Why?" I asked him. We both knew exactly what I was talking about. "I still love you, I always have." "That isn't an answer, that doesn't explain to me why you put me through all that shit." I said getting impatient. "I didn't want to hurt you anymore. The relationship wasn't working and I didn't think it ever would. I thought I could just get over it and get over you." "Oh that's great. It's was all about you and what you wanted, wasn't it." The anger evident in my voice. "Rae. Just stop. Listen to me. Yes that's how it was but, I thought it would benefit both of us in the end. It didn't end up working that way. I still love you and ever since you left I realized how much of a mess I made. How I ruined everything. I've tried moving on but, nothing helps. I miss you Rae, I really do." I sat there with thousands of thoughts running through my mind. It was hard not giving in to what he said, I mean I really did love him and I don't think he could hurt me anymore than he already had. What's the harm in giving it another shot? I looked up at him. I could sense the hope in his eyes. "I swear to God, if you EVER do anything like that to me again I will personally beat your ass." He smiled at me as he leaned over and kissed me. Sensing how much we missed each other I kissed back. I got on top of him. Soon enough he picked me up and took me to his bedroom. He crawled on top of me while sliding up my dress. I helped him take off his pants. As he leaned himself back onto me I seductively whispered in his ear. "I missed this the most."
As soon as it seemed like he couldn't get any closer, all eyes were on us. "Rae..." He said quietly.
I just looked at him and nodded. "....You look great." He continued. "Thanks." I said shyly. We just stood there for what seemed like centuries until he spoke up again. "Do you uh...want to go somewhere more private?" My mind told me 'no', that I should turn around and ignore him. After all the pain and trouble he caused me. But then my heart told me yes, I needed to know what he had to say because in all honesty, I never stopped loving him. "Sure." I replied. He started walking towards the door and I followed. I wasn't sure where we were going but I didn't really care either.
He led me to his car, and I quickly obliged to getting in. As we drove away we stayed in silence. I didn't ask where we were going. Soon we arrived at a familiar building, his apartment. I didn't get out at first, I was too deep in thought. He came around and opened my door. "Are you coming?" He asked innocently. I nodded my head and got out. We walked into his apartment and sat down on the couch. Just like Eleigh's apartment, everything still looked the same and even smelled the same. All of a sudden I felt him grab my hand. "Rae..." He said again, just like he did at the club. As if he had something to say but didn't know the right words. "Why?" I asked him. We both knew exactly what I was talking about. "I still love you, I always have." "That isn't an answer, that doesn't explain to me why you put me through all that shit." I said getting impatient. "I didn't want to hurt you anymore. The relationship wasn't working and I didn't think it ever would. I thought I could just get over it and get over you." "Oh that's great. It's was all about you and what you wanted, wasn't it." The anger evident in my voice. "Rae. Just stop. Listen to me. Yes that's how it was but, I thought it would benefit both of us in the end. It didn't end up working that way. I still love you and ever since you left I realized how much of a mess I made. How I ruined everything. I've tried moving on but, nothing helps. I miss you Rae, I really do." I sat there with thousands of thoughts running through my mind. It was hard not giving in to what he said, I mean I really did love him and I don't think he could hurt me anymore than he already had. What's the harm in giving it another shot? I looked up at him. I could sense the hope in his eyes. "I swear to God, if you EVER do anything like that to me again I will personally beat your ass." He smiled at me as he leaned over and kissed me. Sensing how much we missed each other I kissed back. I got on top of him. Soon enough he picked me up and took me to his bedroom. He crawled on top of me while sliding up my dress. I helped him take off his pants. As he leaned himself back onto me I seductively whispered in his ear. "I missed this the most."
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Numero Trienta y Siete
A year later......
'Ring,Ring.' "Hello?" I asked. "Hey Rae, your coming up to Pittsburgh tomorrow right?" "Oh hey Eleigh, and yeah I am." "Thank God, I haven't seen you well, since you uh...left." "Yeah I know it's been to long, I just needed time." "Yeah I know, I'm just happy you are coming up. You know you can stay with me if you want." "Yeah I think I might just do that. Well, I have to go finish packing so I will call you when my flight lands tomorrow, Okay?" "Alright, see you. Have a safe flight."
I finished packing, took a quick shower, and went to bed early. My alarm woke me up early around 6:30. I slipped into some sweatpants, conveniently they were Jordan's that I had never given back. They stay in my drawers along with many of his sweatshirts and tshirts. I grabbed my luggage and got into my car. While driving to the airport butterflies hit my stomach. I would probably be faced with the one thing that started this all......Jordan.
Soon my plane landed in the all too familiar Pittsburgh. I sat down with the luggage and called Eleigh to come and pick me up. As I saw her walked towards me I stood up and she gave me a big hug. "I've missed you." "Me too." I replied. On our way back to her apartment she informed me that her and Sid were still together and that soon they were planning on buying a house together. We socialized about all of the old friends except for one that always seemed to be avoided, Jordan.
We finally arrived back at her apartment, as I walked in I noticed everything still looked the same except a few new pieces of furniture here and there. I walked into the guest room and put my stuff in the closet. I walked out to Eliegh and announced that I was going to take a shower and get ready. I guess we were going to go out to the clubs with everyone tonight, as a sort of welcome back reunion. While in the shower thoughts kept running through my mind and I couldn't help but feel sad. I honestly missed Pittsburgh and living here. It was my home. After a long hot shower I faced the fact that I had to get out sometime. I got out and blew dry my hair. I was going to straighten it. I mean, its the first time in a year everyone has seen me, I had to look my best.
After making sure I had finished getting ready I walked out of the room. "Wow Rae, you look amazing." I heard Eleigh say. I looked over myself in the body length mirror in the hallway. Wearing a deep blue mini dress that clung to me and made all my curves look good including my boobs I had to admit I did look good. "Wow, Rae is that you?" I turned and saw Sidney standing by the door. "The one and only." I smiled at Sid as I walked over to him and gave him a hug. "Yeah doesn't she look good? If only I could get as tan as her" Eleigh chimed in. "Yeah well that's what happens when you spend all your time in Florida. I said. "Well we better get going to the club, don't want to be late!" said Sid. I slipped into my silver sparkly pumps and grabbed the matching clutch and headed towards the door. Sidney drove. On the way there I could feel the nerves building up inside of me. I was not only nervous to see all my old friends but, I was nervous for the fact that Jordan could be there.
As we walked into the club I took a deep breath. Eleigh leaned over and whispered in my ear, you'll be fine. I gave her a small smile as we walked into the VIP room. A bunch of people were already there. Everyone turned and looked my way. Max came up to me and gave me a huge hug. "It's been far too long." "Agreed." I said as I smiled at him. Out of all the people, he was one of the ones I had missed the most. Suddenly I felt arms around my waist, as soon as I turned around a huge smile spread across my face, even Colby had come. After chatting with Colby and Max for a little bit I looked over towards a group of guys, almost all of them Penguins players. Suddenly the group of guys dispersed. It was then that I noticed it. The tall blonde with icy blue eyes that caught mine.
Jordan.
'Ring,Ring.' "Hello?" I asked. "Hey Rae, your coming up to Pittsburgh tomorrow right?" "Oh hey Eleigh, and yeah I am." "Thank God, I haven't seen you well, since you uh...left." "Yeah I know it's been to long, I just needed time." "Yeah I know, I'm just happy you are coming up. You know you can stay with me if you want." "Yeah I think I might just do that. Well, I have to go finish packing so I will call you when my flight lands tomorrow, Okay?" "Alright, see you. Have a safe flight."
I finished packing, took a quick shower, and went to bed early. My alarm woke me up early around 6:30. I slipped into some sweatpants, conveniently they were Jordan's that I had never given back. They stay in my drawers along with many of his sweatshirts and tshirts. I grabbed my luggage and got into my car. While driving to the airport butterflies hit my stomach. I would probably be faced with the one thing that started this all......Jordan.
Soon my plane landed in the all too familiar Pittsburgh. I sat down with the luggage and called Eleigh to come and pick me up. As I saw her walked towards me I stood up and she gave me a big hug. "I've missed you." "Me too." I replied. On our way back to her apartment she informed me that her and Sid were still together and that soon they were planning on buying a house together. We socialized about all of the old friends except for one that always seemed to be avoided, Jordan.
We finally arrived back at her apartment, as I walked in I noticed everything still looked the same except a few new pieces of furniture here and there. I walked into the guest room and put my stuff in the closet. I walked out to Eliegh and announced that I was going to take a shower and get ready. I guess we were going to go out to the clubs with everyone tonight, as a sort of welcome back reunion. While in the shower thoughts kept running through my mind and I couldn't help but feel sad. I honestly missed Pittsburgh and living here. It was my home. After a long hot shower I faced the fact that I had to get out sometime. I got out and blew dry my hair. I was going to straighten it. I mean, its the first time in a year everyone has seen me, I had to look my best.
After making sure I had finished getting ready I walked out of the room. "Wow Rae, you look amazing." I heard Eleigh say. I looked over myself in the body length mirror in the hallway. Wearing a deep blue mini dress that clung to me and made all my curves look good including my boobs I had to admit I did look good. "Wow, Rae is that you?" I turned and saw Sidney standing by the door. "The one and only." I smiled at Sid as I walked over to him and gave him a hug. "Yeah doesn't she look good? If only I could get as tan as her" Eleigh chimed in. "Yeah well that's what happens when you spend all your time in Florida. I said. "Well we better get going to the club, don't want to be late!" said Sid. I slipped into my silver sparkly pumps and grabbed the matching clutch and headed towards the door. Sidney drove. On the way there I could feel the nerves building up inside of me. I was not only nervous to see all my old friends but, I was nervous for the fact that Jordan could be there.
As we walked into the club I took a deep breath. Eleigh leaned over and whispered in my ear, you'll be fine. I gave her a small smile as we walked into the VIP room. A bunch of people were already there. Everyone turned and looked my way. Max came up to me and gave me a huge hug. "It's been far too long." "Agreed." I said as I smiled at him. Out of all the people, he was one of the ones I had missed the most. Suddenly I felt arms around my waist, as soon as I turned around a huge smile spread across my face, even Colby had come. After chatting with Colby and Max for a little bit I looked over towards a group of guys, almost all of them Penguins players. Suddenly the group of guys dispersed. It was then that I noticed it. The tall blonde with icy blue eyes that caught mine.
Jordan.
Subscribe to:
Comments (Atom)